I am angry.
I am angry because I do not see my country moving forward. I see it going down a path of uncertainty, a path where my compatriots have forgotten where they come from. Today, I sat down for dinner with my parents. My mother made a delicious pasta and a salad to go along. We had water to drink. The television was set on the Tunisian national channel, blaring the nightly news broadcast. The first bit of news I hear is that the National Constituent Assembly is discussing legislation to protect children’s rights. Several representatives speak in favor of the legislation, and several against. The bloc leading the no vote is primarily composed of Ennahda members. When one of them was asked why he did not support the legislation, he said: “Next thing you know, we will be discussing el-zawaj el-mithli [gay marriage].” My dinner started getting cold, the salad increasingly less appetizing.
Next bit of news is about a Wahhabi sheikh from Kuwait, Nabil el-Awadi, who was invited by a Tunisian NGO to give a lecture. Amongst other things, he called for girls below the ages of puberty to start wearing complete veils. In honor of his visit, an event was organized where many little girls attended, accompanied with their parents. The little girls were all wearing burka-style veils in shades of neon pink, purple, green, and gray, that covered the entirety of their bodies. My heart breaks. I shake my head and look back at my dinner, desperately attempting to ignore the TV – I can feel the agony rising from my heart to my mind. Disgust. All I want to eat my dinner and go downstairs to read my constitutional law assignment. But near the corner of my eye still, I see a video montage of a group of the girls holding signs that read, “Hijabi… nouri… [My hijab is my light].” That’s it. Both the salad and pasta were now inedible. I head downstairs and tweet about what I just saw. I stumble upon a Facebook photo album of the event I mentioned above. After taking some close looks, I determinedly close the tab.
A few rounds of clicking later, I stumble upon a video of Tunisian Constituent Assembly member Selim Abdesselem giving a speech on the assembly floor. The video was put up in an effort to mock the assembly member’s accent when he speaks Arabic, and the obvious lack of properly accented grammar. Representative Abdessalem hails from the Tunisian community in France. He lived most of his life there, and in fact, he was elected to represent that very same community. In his speech, he spoke about the integral role of an independent judiciary that fairly defines the rule of law and facilitates justice. He argued that its independence is crucial and necessary to effect the purposes of justice. Even though his words will one day be remembered for generations to come in recognition of the country’s founding, nobody paid much attention to what he had to say. All they could do was mock his accent. At the expense of losing such substantial insight, those who made fun of him scarcely know anything at all about the judiciary. His story hits closer to home too – I have the very same problem representative Abdesselem has. We read, write, and understand advanced technical Arabic. Yet we have trouble getting the tashkeel right (the accents on each letter) when we read classical Arabic out loud. Watching the video did it for me.
The social climate in Tunisia is deteriorating. Many people cannot even find a place to call home, a shelter. Many cannot afford to go to school. Many of the country’s youth remain unemployed (in fact the unemployment rate, according to several sources, has risen in the past year). The cost of living has gone up. For a few weeks, outrage was felt all over the country as many families could not even find a place to buy milk – since now, because of the lack of rule of law, many mafias and trade rings control the flow of certain nutritional products. These mostly economic troubles find their way into the Tunisian’s everyday psychology. People don’t smile at each other in the streets anymore. There is something that is called hiq’d [حقد] between people’s hearts. Hiq’d is a hidden enemity of sorts, an avarice. It’s the thought of hidden malice that looks for every opportunity to exact revenge on someone. Encountering such elemental challenges on a daily basis – not having enough food for the family, not feeling secure enough to go out at night, not trusting people – does this to our hearts. Hearts become hardened, and of course, many turn to more fundamentalist interpretations of Islam to cure this hardening of the heart. For a long time, this is what happened under Ben Ali’s rule. People could not breathe – economically, morally, politically – and so the popularity of satellite TV channels promulgated, including those channels that advocated for rather unsound spiritual practices and priorities (I remember watching a 90-mins long show on how evil and horrid nail polish is. Nail polish, people).
We see the same behavior taking place today. Tunisia has experienced a void in religious / spiritual education ever since President Bourguiba shut down the Zaitouna Institute – a nucleus of knowledge that fed the entire region (it is a well-established fact that Al-Azhar scholars went to school at Zaitouna). This thirst for knowledge, coupled with practical quotidian discomforts and uncertainties, incidentally leads to the likes of Nabil el-Awadi to develop a fan base in the country.
Today, we are confronting what we could credibly call a ‘crisis.’ An identity crisis, a socioeconomic crisis, and most of all, a daily, practical crisis.
Someone once told me that freedom lies in being bold. Let us be bold in acknowledging our weaknesses, and then let us be bold in assessing what we need to do to help make these weaknesses into strengths. We need education, and I cannot emphasize this enough. The whole educational system, from primary school to post-doctoral levels, must be reformed. We need employment. Sustainable energy is a great start that has the potential to generate jobs by the thousands. More than anything else, however, we need to think before we act and be cognizant of the direction our dear country is heading in. If nothing is done, we might as well kiss our dream of democracy goodbye.
my heart breaks when i see little girls belly dancing and gyrating. It breaks when i see girls dressing half naked walking around nassr with dirty libyan men. Why hasnt this moved you enough to write an article about it? we dont see little girls in hijabs in tunis but most tunisians will know what im talking about when it comes to girls cheapening themselves for perverts. Though, i guess the only way we can be oppressed is by being covered? Are tunisian fake liberals not evolved enough to know the true meaning of oppression? do they only freak out with seeing material on someones head but not whats even scarier, a woman using her body as a way of survival and not her career or her diploma? as long as we have self hating tunisians who want us to look as european as possible we will never truly move forward and progress as a nation.
AMEEN be your beautiful selves be muslim and proud , the hijab does not stop you becoming educated or working , look at Kadijah the first wife of the prophet Mohammed [pbuh] she was widowed divorced and remarried , she ran a business a strong women and a much beloved wife of the prophet Mohammed [pbuh] remember he never took any other wife during her lifetime ,even though she was much older than himself .
Don’t feel treated by islam let it work for you ….
Beautiful, well said !
I really like your article, and hope to see even more of you and your articles on this site. Like you said,we must strike the just middle between our history and origins while striving for modernity, and not follow those Sheiks who won’t enact their teachings in their countries and then come here to preach of them.
To kaouther, please read the article before bashing someone’s opinion. She expressedly expressed dissatisfaction with the closing of El Zeitouna under Bourguiba. And where,pray tell, have you seen little girls walking around with libyan men? Please do keep in mind that “little girls” is not to be used interchangeably with “girls”,like you are doing in your comment,as they denote a difference in age.
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Dear Wafa, as you are a public law and political science graduate, could we expect from you some solutions for the identity and cultural problem we are facing inTunisia?
Hi Lyais,
I only hope to work with all Tunisians in building our country. I am only a part of the solution – we all need to work together, each of us contributing his or her unique capacities and skills.
Wafa
‘pheonix’ i did say where ive seen these things in tunisia.
dear wafa
u took those words out of my mouth and that picture paints
a tunisistan than a country i’ve known…..and for the pleasure
of a brown turd from kuwait: not only the bodies are sold but
souls as well.
what do these phoetus of the middle east have to offer in
in telligense or other wise.
would a cover make a book an interesting read?.
would a rag make a moslem?
if you have nothing but body to sell it ain’t a crime and
all worker sell their time to employers.
the despots licked arses of the west and the new
goats are doing it to the arabian peninsula.
vanity of tunisians make them think that other will wipe their misery.
desert hearts are full of hate.
self reliance and kindness is never a big topic in tunisia.
apology for the rude words but if the shock is disapproved
wit so be it.
keep the good work wafa and tunisia needs desperately your types.
thx a million.
English muslim and proud of it , I had a choice between democracy or truth I chose truth , look to europe for your fine example if you will … single mothers high abortion rates and high divorce rates , don’t be blinded by the glitter of wealth , a poor man with self respect and honour has more value than a king who can not control his family .
Unchalla may Allah supphanatallah give us all guidence
both the islamist camp and the secularist camp in tunisia are infested with lies, lies and more lies. i have seen so many lies on social media and on tunisian news sites about tunisia being a “terrorist state” where women are stoned, where jews are murdered and where wahhabism is the new state religion i don’t even react anymore.
what still bothers me is that these lies become news in western media. yes, i have seen outright lies about tunisia becoming national news in european countries. and there is no point trying to correct the journalist responsible for spreading the lie, because i have NEVER seen a correction. never.
so it seems to me we’re in a situation where conservative islamists are running the country, and where the secularist opposition is more concerned with telling lies to europe rather than working hard to gather support within the country. it’s sad, but at the same time, it shouldn’t come as a surprise to anyone. the tunisian secularists have for decades been preoccupied with presenting an image of tunisia to the west. during the days of ben ali, they presented a fabricated “carte postale” image of the country. today they are presenting anothe image, that of the islamist nightmare.
we have to talk openly about the ongoing failures of the secularists. and we have to do this without being suspicious of each others motives. i’m not an islamist. i’m more of a leftist agnostic atheist, really. yes, i’m atheist, and i still don’t approve of the berlusconist methods used by arab secularists. they are not honest. they don’t give me hope for arab democracy.
they are actually quite disgusting.
we need new strategies…
When Islam first appeared, the rights it gave women (divorce, abortion and inheritance to name a few) made them the most liberal of their time. Today, narrow-minded men are desperately trying to rewrite the narrative about women. They don’t even know their own history.
Your anger is justified: the country is at a political and economic standstill and he focuses his attention on the wardrobe of 5 year-old girls. What a circus!
I completely share your opinion Wafa it is a pity
I’m doing a report in my history class and stumbled upon your blog and I have to say that you are truly an inspiration. Not only do you share your views in a civilized manor, but you express your anger and feelings. I just want to say that you are a true inspiration and keep up your blogging. (: